hm..

From a distance, I've watched you change into someone that you vowed to never become. You feel like you're different than everyone around you, but what you don't realize is that is the one thing that drew me closer and let me give you a chance. More like several chances. I don't usually write about my personal life on here, but I pray to God that you come across this one day and realize exactly how special you really were. Because I barely got to know you, I barely remember your face, but you were a constant reminder that people actually feel, and hurt, the way that I have. I hope that you find yourself through the midst of all of this. The darkness doesn't last forever, and once the light reappears I don't want you to regret changing the unique qualities that captured my attention. Good luck with your future, and in finding yourself, because all of this time I have wanted to guide you through it all... but your resistance is too much to handle. Or maybe you just truly didn't care. God, I hope it's not that.