not the same.

It's hard. I never thought that these past couple of months would have drastically changed my life as much as they have. People change, seasons change, months change, days change, hours change minutes change, seconds change, everything changes. There is no longer any consistency in my life. All of my role models have fallen off of the pedestal that I carefully and cautiously placed them upon. All of my passions have dried up. My eyes grow familiar to the disappointments that empty my expectations. That's just how I feel, empty. Now that I think about it, the only consistency that maintains in my life is disappointment. Maybe my expectations were too high, maybe our friendship just wasn't strong enough. It's hard. I miss you... consistently.